Guilt After Sexual Encounters In High School (Animated) | Postcoital Self-Loathing, Gay Christian

Have you ever felt guilt, shame, or self-loathing after doing something sexual with someone else? Have you ever directed those feelings negatively toward to the other person?

In this video, I share two stories from my high school experience where something sexual ended up with one person projecting dirtiness and loathing onto the other person.

The first story is one of my first gay experiences in high school. The second was involved two very popular classmates. But one thing was in common: the ones feeling the guilt and shame (aka me) were Christian. Perhaps it was my Christian upbringing that made me feeling immense guilt, and it seemed like the other person was the source of this guilt.

I ended up lashing back at him, and to be honest, I feel really bad now for doing that. What were you experiences like?

Voiced by HyugaVA
Animated by Vidrienna

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